I don’t dream, but when i do nine out of ten chances it’s a nightmare. It’s always in some way a feeling of helplessness. This scene has been dominating my dream space more often. Calling out to my family, i slowly sink, deeper down, my head goes under. Black.
Eventually this disease will do the same to me in reality. Deeper down.
Black.
Ever since I can remember I’ve had to have black sheets. The white sheets just aren’t practical.
Another day at the mercy of my genetics.
Sorry i’ve been slow on the updates.
I’ve been playing with old 35mm cameras i’ve found at second hand stores. They’ve been lots on fun. Took this with a small pentax af trip.
I’ve been doing a black and white photo challenge on social media.
I thought i’d share this photo on here.
The camera jammed,the film advance snapped the negative and the battery died.
Moments later it worked again, as a matter of fact it still works. Same battery and all.
The timing is what gets me, this was the moment that hospital made the decision to stop with life support for my father in law.
I’m not the slightest bit spiritual, i’m a major sceptic. This moment is a reminder of grief and the humbling reality that there are things that i will never understand about the universe.
Cody Spencer Photography 